"Monica, bagaimana kalau kita jalan-jalan berbelanja di hari libur berikutnya?"<br><br>Suatu siang, seminggu sebelum festival sekolah dimulai, Lana melontarkan usulan itu.<br><br>Dari nada bicaranya, tampak sekali Lana sudah merencanakan untuk berbelanja beberapa keperluan yang dibutuhkannya untuk festival sekolah.<br><br>Di Akademi Serendia, para murid diizinkan pergi berbelanja ke kota terdekat jika mereka mengisi surat izin keluar. Namun, saat Monica mengunyah sepotong roti, ia menggelengkan kepala.<br><br>"Maaf… tapi aku ada urusan… di hari itu…"<br><br>"…Turnamen catur."<br><br>Potongan roti itu tersangkut di tenggorokan Monica begitu Claudia melontarkan kata-kata tersebut, membuatnya tersedak. Sementara itu, Lana membelalakkan matanya, menatap Monica dengan terkejut.<br><br>"Apakah OSIS punya tugas pada hari turnamen catur?"<br><br>"Tidak, aku cuma…"<br><br>Claudia kembali memotong, menyela Monica yang sedang terbata-bata.<br><br>"…Dia terpilih sebagai pemain perwakilan, sebagai pemain utama."<br><br>Kata-kata itu hampir membuat insiden tersedak tadi terulang kembali, jadi Monica menoleh ke arah Claudia dengan mata berkaca-kaca.<br><br>Tidak aneh jika hanya sedikit orang yang tahu tentang para pemain yang mewakili sekolah di turnamen catur, karena pengumumannya ditempel secara diam-diam di papan pengumuman.<br><br>Sebenarnya, turnamen catur itu sendiri bukanlah acara besar. Meski dinamakan turnamen, pada kenyataannya itu lebih mirip ajang ramah tamah tempat para pemain dari sekolah lain diundang. Karena itulah, sangat sedikit murid yang tertarik dengan turnamen catur.<br><br>Bahkan Lana, yang menatapnya dengan mata terbelalak, sepertinya tidak tahu bahwa Monica telah dipilih sebagai salah satu pemain turnamen catur.<br><br>"Apa? Jangan bilang kamu dipilih sebagai pemain, Monica?"<br><br>"…………k-kurang lebih begitu…"<br><br>Membicarakan hal seperti terpilih sebagai perwakilan selalu membuat Monica merasa tidak nyaman, itulah sebabnya ia tidak pernah memberitahu siapa pun tentang hal ini.<br><br>—Kamu terlalu besar kepala, kamu kan cuma anak tak berguna yang tidak punya keahlian apa-apa.<br><br>Kenangan tentang kata-kata kejam yang dilemparkan padanya di masa lalu terus berkelebat di kepalanya. Membayangkan tatapan dingin dari anak laki-laki yang pernah ia anggap sebagai teman itu saja sudah cukup membuat hatinya terasa teremas, namun di luar dugaannya…<br><br>"Itu hebat sekali!"<br><br>Lana mendorong kursinya hingga bergeser, mencondongkan tubuh ke depan untuk mengamati Monica yang kebingungan, lalu mulai bersemangat.<br><br>"Ya ampun! Kenapa kamu menyembunyikan hal sebagus ini! Apa penonton diperbolehkan bersorak di sana?"<br><br>"…kamu berniat melakukan itu padahal aturan catur saja tidak tahu?"<br><br>Bibir bawah Lana mengerucut mendengar komentar Claudia.<br><br>"Aku sudah menghafal nama setiap bidak catur."<br><br>"…Tidak punya malu ya, bilang paham aturan cuma dengan modal segitu?"<br><br>"A-Ada apa dengan perkataanmu itu?"<br><br>Sambil merona karena malu, Lana menatap Monica yang mulutnya membuka dan menutup berulang kali, bingung harus berkata apa, namun ekspresi panik Monica membuatnya mengangguk pasrah.<br><br>"Ya, aku senang… atas dukunganmu," ucap Monica dengan suara pelan, membuat Claudia mendengus tidak percaya.<br><br>…sejujurnya, pernyataan itu bisa memancing para penonton tolol yang tidak mengerti aturan untuk bersorak dengan gaduh.<br><br>"Bahkan aku pun tidak akan melakukan hal separah itu!" seru Lana dengan alis terangkat, sebelum menoleh ke arah Claudia seolah ia baru teringat sesuatu.<br><br>"Omong-omong, bukankah tahun lalu kamu juga ikut turnamen itu? Aku ingat ada dua anggota OSIS yang ikut…"<br><br>"…Aku terkejut kamu masih ingat."<br><br>Claudia mendengus, wajah cantiknya berkerut kesal. Ekspresinya menyiratkan seolah ia sedang disidang atas kesalahan masa lalunya.<br><br>"Benar, setelah Neil bilang, ‘Ayo kita lakukan yang terbaik’… aku tidak bisa menahan diri dalam pertandinganku dan malah tidak sengaja bermain dengan seluruh kemampuanku… sungguh kecerobohan yang memalukan…"<br><br>Nona Claudia Ashley sangat berwawasan luas, namun di saat yang sama juga sangat merepotkan untuk dihadapi.<br><br>Pada dasarnya, ia benci bergantung pada siapa pun, menjaga jarak dari orang lain dengan aura muram, dan sama sekali tidak berusaha menyembunyikan sikap sinisnya kepada siapa pun kecuali Neil.<br><br>Tentu saja, motivasinya mengikuti turnamen tahun lalu adalah karena Neil ikut serta.<br><br>Kira-kira seperti apa ya gaya catur Nona Claudia… Aku ingin sekali bertanding dengannya, kurasa dia tidak akan menyetujui permintaanku jika aku mengajaknya… mungkin…<br><br>Menurut Elliot, Akademi Serendia mendominasi turnamen tahun lalu, jadi Claudia pasti sangat jago. Mungkin sebaiknya ia bertanya pada Elliot atau Benjamin tentang permainan catur Claudia.<br><br>Saat Monica tenggelam dalam pikirannya, sesuatu terlintas di benak Lana hingga ia tiba-tiba menimpali.<br><br>"Hei, aku jadi penasaran, apakah sekolah-sekolah yang akan kita lawan tahun ini adalah sekolah yang sama?"<br><br>"…Sepertinya begitu. Lagian, acara ini kan dijuluki sebagai ajang ramah tamah untuk tiga sekolah paling bergengsi."<br><br>…..Seriusan?<br><br>Jantung Monica berdegup kencang dengan irama yang tidak menyenangkan mendengar ucapan Claudia.<br><br>Jika bicara soal tiga sekolah paling bergengsi di Kerajaan Ridill ini, ada Akademi Serendia, sekolah bergengsi untuk anak-anak kaum bangsawan. Lalu ada "Kuil" di bawah yurisdiksi kuil suci yang unggul di bidang hukum. Dan yang terakhir adalah institut pelatihan penyihir terbaik…<br><br>…Minerva.<br><br>Pemikiran itu membuat garpu di tangannya terlepas. Suara dentingan berdering nyaring di udara, membuat jantungnya berdegup sangat kencang sementara telapak tangannya basah oleh keringat.<br><br>"Monica?"<br><br>"…ah… maafkan aku…"<br><br>Monica buru-buru bangkit dari kursinya dan mencoba memungut garpu yang terjatuh… tapi jemarinya tidak mampu menggenggamnya dengan benar. Garpu itu tergelincir dari sela-sela jarinya dan jatuh lagi ke lantai.<br><br>—Minerva, institut pelatihan penyihir, adalah tempat di mana Monica Everett, Penyihir Senyap, pernah bersekolah.<br><br>Monica telah lulus di usia lima tahun belas setelah melompati kelas, dan besar kemungkinan, teman-teman seangkatannya waktu itu masih bersekolah di Minerva.<br><br>…Aku akan baik-baik saja, kurasa mereka bahkan tidak mengingatku. Aku yakin itu.<br><br>Seperti yang selalu ia lakukan, ia selalu menunduk dan jarang berbicara di tempat umum. Bahkan setelah ia menguasai mantra tanpa pelafalan, ia lebih banyak menghabiskan waktu di laboratorium dan tidak pernah muncul di seminar atau presentasi penelitian mana pun, jadi hanya sedikit orang yang mengingat wajah Monica.<br><br>…Aku akan baik-baik saja, aku akan baik-baik saja, aku akan baik-baik saja.<br><br>Kata-kata sugesti diri yang ia ucapkan dengan putus asa itu tidak mampu menghentikan tubuhnya dari gemetar, sementara kenangan tentang tatapan penuh cemooh dari anak laki-laki yang dulu ia anggap teman kembali berkelebat.<br><br>—Kamu bukan temanku.<br><br>*Uhuk* Tenggorokan Monica terasa tercekik.<br><br>Bingung bagaimana caranya bernapas dengan benar, Monica menarik napas pendek-pendek secara tersengal. Itu adalah tanda-tanda awal hiperventilasi. Monica buru-buru membekap mulutnya dengan tangan.<br><br>"Monica!?"<br><br>Lana, yang menyadari ada yang tidak beres dengan Monica, bangkit dari kursinya dan berlutut di sampingnya.<br><br>Aku tidak boleh membuat Lana khawatir.<br><br>Meskipun wajah Monica memucat dan tubuhnya gemetar, ia memaksakan bibirnya yang gemetar untuk bergerak.<br><br>"Aku tidak apa-apa… ya, tidak ada apa-apa."<br><br>"Tapi kondisimu jelas terlihat tidak baik-baik saja!" gerutu Lana dengan wajah cemas, saat Claudia tiba-tiba melontarkan ucapan.<br><br>"…apa kamu kenal seseorang di Kuil atau mungkin… Minerva?"<br><br>"!"<br><br>"…melihat reaksimu, sepertinya kamu punya semacam hubungan buruk dengan orang itu."<br><br>Monica menggelengkan kepalanya dengan liar sambil memegangi dadanya.<br><br>Tidak, kamu salah, Barney tidak salah, pasti aku yang salah, aku yang salah, jadi ini bukan hubungan yang buruk atau semacamnya, ini semua salahku.<br><br>Setiap kali bayangan wajah penuh nostalgia itu muncul di benaknya, Monica selalu menyalahkan dirinya sendiri. Jika tidak, ia merasa pria itu tidak akan pernah memaafkannya. Rasanya ia bahkan tidak layak untuk hidup.<br><br>Maafkan aku, maafkan aku, maaf seharusnya aku tidak keluar dari pondok gunungku… seharusnya aku tidak menampakkan diri di bawah sinar matahari… seharusnya aku mendengarkan apa kata Bernie…<br><br>"Monica," panggil Lana dengan suara tegas sambil memegang bahunya. Sebagai tanggapan, Monica perlahan menoleh menatap Lana, lalu dengan ekspresi penuh tekad, Lana berkata kepadanya.<br><br>"Sebelum pergi ke turnamen catur, bangunlah lebih pagi di pagi hari dan datanglah ke kamar tidurku. Dengar kan, Monica, Kamu harus datang."<br><br>…………<br><br>"Berjanjilah."<br><br>Monica punya kebiasaan mengangguk tanpa sadar ketika seseorang memintanya dengan nada bicara yang tegas.<br><br>Maka, menanggapi anggukan ragu-ragu itu, Lana berpesan, "Kamu harus datang, ya?" untuk mengingatkannya pada janji tersebut.
Bab Volume 7 6: Tiga Sekolah Paling Bergengsi
"Monica, how about we go shopping on the next day off?"
At a certain day lunchtime, a week before the upcoming school festival, Lana suggested that idea.
Lana sounded like she has been planning on going shopping to get some things she needed for the school festival.
In Serendia Academy, students could go shopping in the nearby town if they filed an out-of-town notification. But as Monica chewed on a piece of bread, she shook her head.
"I'm sorry…but I had some things to do…on that day…"
"…chess tournament."
The piece of bread stuck in Monica's throat when Claudia blurted out the words, caused her to choke. While Lana widened her eyes in response, looked at Monica in shock.
"Do the student council have jobs on the day of the chess tournament?"
"No, I just…"
Claudia blurted out again, intercepting the stammering Monica.
"…She's become representative player, as a first player."
That words almost caused the same thing to happen again, so Monica turned her head at Claudia with tears in her eyes.
It's not surprising that few people were aware of the players representing the chess tournament, as they were discreetly posted on the bulletin board.
In fact, the chess tournament itself was not a very large-scale event. Even it was called a tournament, but in reality, it's more like a social event where players from other schools were invited. Because of that, very few students had an interest in the chess tournament.
Even Lana, who stared at her with her eyes wide open, didn't seem to know that Monica had been chosen as a player in the chess tournament.
"What? Don't tell me you've been chosen as a player, Monica?"
"…………m-more or less…"
Talking about something like getting chosen as a representative always made Monica uncomfortable, so she never told anyone about this.
—You're getting too carried away, you're only a good-for-nothing without skills.
Those memories of heartless words thrown at her in the past kept running through her head. The mere thought of the cold eyes of that boy Monica had once believed to be her friend was enough to make her heart squeezed, but contrary to her expectation…
"That's amazing!"
Lana rattled her chair off, leaned forward to examine the flabbergasted Monica before excitedly rambled on.
"Oh, my gosh! Why do you keep those things to yourself! Do cheering the match allowed in there?"
"…you're planning to do that when you don't even know the chess rules?"
Lana's lower lip pouted at Claudia's remark.
"I've learned the name of each piece."
"…Are you have no shame, to say understand the rules with that alone?"
"W-What's wrong with that?"
While blushing with embarrassment, Lana looked at Monica whose mouth was opening and closing repeatedly, unsure of what to say, but her fluster state forced her to nod.
"Yeah, I'm happy… to have your support," said Monica in a hushed voice, leaving Claudia sighed in disbelief.
"… honestly, that statement could cause the bystander idiots who don't understand the rules to cheer loudly."
"Not even I would do something like that!" yelled Lana with her raised eyebrows, before turning her head to Claudia as if she had remembered something.
"Speaking of which, didn't you participate in last year's tournament? I remember there were also two members from the student council…"
"…I'm surprised you remembered."
Claudia grunted as her beautiful face contorted in vexation. Expressing as if she had been confronted with the mistakes of her past.
"Right, after Neil said, ‘Let's do our best'… I can't hold back in my match and accidentally playing it with my all… what a blunder…"
Miss Claudia Ashley was well-versed in many knowledge, yet extremely troublesome to handle at the same time.
Essentially, she loathed being depended on by anyone, kept others at a distance with a brooding aura, and made no effort to hide her spiteful attitude to anyone but Neil.
Of course, her motivation to participate in the tournament last year was the participation of Neil.
I wonder what kind of chess Lady Claudia plays… I'd like to have a match with her, but I don't think she would agree to my request if I asked her to… probably…
According to Elliot, Serendia Academy had dominated the tournament last year, so Claudia must be very strong. Maybe she should ask Elliot or Benjamin about Claudia's chess.
As Monica was engrossed with that thought, something brought to Lana's mind as she suddenly chimed in.
"Hey, I was wondering, are the schools we're playing against going to be the same ones this year?"
"… I suppose. It was dubbed as a social event for the three most prestigious schools, after all."
…..Seriously?
Monica's heart jumped with an unpleasant sound at Claudia's words.
Speaking of the three most prestigious schools in this Ridill Kingdom, there was the Serendia Academy, a prestigious school for the children of noble families. The "Temple" under the jurisdiction of the shrine excelled in the field of law. And the last one was the best institute for training magicians…
…Minerva.
That thought was resulting in her fork slipped out of her hand. And a clicking noise was reverberated awfully loud, leaving her heart pounded heavily with her palms wet with sweat.
"Monica?"
"…ah… I'm sorry…"
Monica hurriedly got out of her chair and tried to pick up the fallen fork… but her fingers were unable to hold it properly. The fork slipped off between her fingers and fell to the floor again.
—Minerva, an institute for training magicians, is an institution where Monica Everett, the Silent Witch, once attended.
Monica had graduated at the age of fifteen after skipping a grade, and most likely, her classmates from that time were still in attendance at Minerva.
…I'll be fine, I think they don't even remember me. I'm sure.
Like Monica always did, she had kept her head down and rarely spoke in public. Even after she had learned the no-chant spell, she mostly stayed in the lab and didn't show up at any conferences or research presentations, so only a few people had memorized Monica's face.
…I'll be fine, I'll be fine, I'll be fine.
Her desperate self-convincing words couldn't stop her body from shaking, flashing out the memories of the scornful eyes of the boy she once believed to be her friend.
—You're not my friend.
*gasp* Monica's throat tightened.
Unsure of how to breathe properly, Monica took a series of short, gasping breaths. It was the first sign of hyperventilation. Monica hurriedly pressed her hand over her mouth.
"Monica!?"
Lana, noticing that something was wrong with Monica, got out of her chair and kneeled down beside her.
I can't let Lana worried.
Even when Monica's face grew pale, her body shaking, she moved her trembling lips.
"I'm fine… yeah, it's nothing."
"But your condition didn't look like it's nothing!" grunted Lana in grimaced, when Claudia blurted out.
"… do you know anyone in the Temple or perhaps… Minerva?"
"!"
"… looking at you, you seem to have some kind of bad relationship with that person."
Monica shook her head furiously as she held her chest.
No, you're wrong, Barney's not at fault, it must've been my fault, I was wrong, so it's not a bad relationship or anything, it's all my fault.
Every time she saw that nostalgic face in her mind, Monica would blame herself. Otherwise, she felt like he would never forgive her. She felt as if she wasn't even allowed to live.
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry I came out of my mountain cabin… I shouldn't have been out in the sunlight… I should have done what Bernie said…
"Monica," called out Lana in a strong voice as she put her hands on her shoulder. In response, Monica turned her head slowly facing Lana, then with a determined look on her face, Lana told her.
"Before going to the chess tournament, get up earlier in the morning and come to my room. You hear me, Monica, You must come."
"…………"
"Promise me."
Monica has a habit to nod unconsciously when someone asked her in an assertive voice.
So in response to her reluctant nod, Lana told her, "You must come, okay?" to remind her about her promise.
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