Bab 752
Dengan sekatap kata, sang pria menghalangi Yuder sejenak, lalu memecahkan keheningan dengan sebuah kelonggungan dan senyum.
"Aku tidak menyangka akan begitu terkejut. Salah kudapenyalahkan karena kusadar terlalu lepas."
"Bukan soal menyalahkanmu, Komandan. Aku hanya..."
Kishiar sepertinya sudah menyelesaikan segalanya begitu setelah kejadian itu, kelihatan segar. Namun, Yuder merasakan emosi yang ditransmisikan, lalu menyimpulkan bahwa Kishiar masih menggunakanapi semangat yang sama. Hanya saja setelah melihat luka di kakinya, ia dengan cepat melupakannya.
Itu sesuai dengan rencana Kishiar, dan setelah tenang, ia bisa tidur nyenyak. Secara logis, itu adalah keputusan yang tepat.
Tapi logika tidak selalu menujuk ke jalan yang benar.
Yuder berusaha untuk menggambarkan kegupaan emosi dan pemikirannya, namun pada akhirnya ia memutuskan untuk tidak mundur.
Pria yang sudah terbiasa menahan segala keinginan seksual dasarnya lewat kekuatan, tak hanya untuk menghindari keasingan, tapi juga karena ia berjanji untuk tidak mematikan api di hadapannya.
Ketenangan dan kepedulian khasnya itu memberatkan hatinya.
Hari ini terasa seperti hari pertama kalinya Kishiar sepenuhnya dibebaskan.
Fakta bahwa Yuder menyadarinya membuatnya senang, tersenyum pada sang pria yang tersenyum ceria pula. Ia tidak ingin menjadi sebab Kishiar yang baru saja meregangkan sayapnya terpaksa melipatnya lagi, tak peduli miliar luka atau situasi yang mungkin terjadi pada Yuder.
Ia ingin membuktikan bahwa ia bisa terus berjalan bersama Kishiar, tidak peduli apa pun.
Jadi, setidaknya untuk malam ini, ia berharap agar Kishiar bisa meregangkan sayapnya dengan penuh.
Meskipun itu serakah, tetap saja.
Karena ia pernah melihat wajah itu, tersenyum kelikutan namun ceria penuh kebahagiaan.
"Ya."
Itulah yang ingin disampaikan Yuder kepada Kishiar, inti dari kebebasan yang ia ingin bagikan dengannya.
"..."
Saat Yuder berusaha mengatur pikirannya, sebuah tangan menyela pergelangan kuncinya yang terbiasa menggigit bibirnya. Mata mereka bertemu, menghubungkan pandangannya.
Tanpa kata sepatah pun, Kishiar sepertinya tersenyum seolah sudah mendengar seluruh apa yang ingin dikatakan Yuder.
Mereka berdua terdiam, lalu Kishiar mengerutkan kening sambil tersenyum kesakitan.
"Jadi inilah arti saling mengerti perasaan. Segala yang kusembunyikan dan urutkan telah sampai padamu, dan kini kudapat merasakan keinginan yang tulus dan lurus darimu."
"..."
Kiblat telunjuk yang menekan dan menggosok di bawah bibir Yuder perlahan memasuk. Yuder ragu sejenak, lalu mengelilinginya dengan lidahnya. Kulit mulai berkeringat dari air liur, namun Kishiar tidak mengundurkan jari. Setelah memastikan itu, Yuder semakin dalam, menggigit jari yang telah masuk ke dalam mulutnya lalu melepaskannya. Tektonya cukup untuk meninggalkan bekas tipis tanpa menyakitkan.
Melihat jari dengan bekas itu, Kishiar menghela napas dalam-dalam.
"Seperti peribahasa, yang paling menakutkan bukanlah sugesti yang menyentuh pikiran tetapi hati."
Memang tak ada kekurangan dalam peribahasa itu.
Air senja mengusap telinganya sambil jari itu meluncur dari bibirnya, Kishiar condong mendekat sekali lagi, memeluk bibir Yuder dengan penuh.
Setelah sekali yang sangat dalam, membuat Yuder pusing, si pria akhirnya mengangkat kepalanya. Seorang senyum khas, seolah tersesat dalam api yang mendadak muncul di matanya yang memenuhi, mas masih tersenyum khas.
Meski tidak tahu detailnya, Yuder secara insting menyadari bahwa ia telah sebagian menimbulkan keinginan yang lama ditahan oleh Kishiar. Hatinya, yang awalnya bingung, kini penuh dengan rasa lega dan sukacita.
"...Komandan."
"Sekali lagi, tapi bukan di sini."
Jari-jarinya dengan ringan mencengkeram pinggang Yuder sebelum melepaskannya. Yuder, yang agak tidak puas, menjawab.
"Kenapa tidak?"
"Aku punya mata, dan kusadari betul bahwa ukurananku bukan sesuatu yang bisa dinikmati dengan seenggan mengabaikan akibatnya. Aku tak ingin melelahkan seseorang yang banyak urusan esok. Itu tidak lain selain kejahatan."
Itu pengakuan yang jujur namun nyata.
"Tapi..."
"Tapi sebab kita tidak menggunakan itu tidak berarti kita tidak bisa puas."
Sebelum Yuder sempat mengatakan itu sudah baik, Kishiar berbisik lembut namun tegas sambil mengganggu jalannya.
Di saat yang sama, jari-jarinya naik sedikit di atas panggul, mencengkeram daging paha.
Itu sendiri sudah menyebabkan sensasi sensitif di kulit yang belum disentuh Yuder, membuat tubuhnya mendesis secara insting. Melihat ini, Kishiar yang terbakar tatapan merah si tersenyum mengerti.
"Aku mungkin kelakuan tak nyaman tadi, meninggalkanmu inginkan, tapi kali ini tidak akan sama. Aku akan membuktikan cara untuk membuat kita berdua puas tanpa menggunakan itu."
Tangan yang masih memegang paha itu perlahan naik. Yuder merasa perlu untuk mengatakan tentang satu batasan tertentu.
"Berbaring dengan tubuh menghadap kebawah tidak akan bekerja."
"Aku tahu. Kamu tidak suka ketika tidak bisa melihat wajah. Aku ingat itu, jadi tenang."
Tangan itu terus naik, meninggalkan jejak menyala di kulit, sampai akhirnya berhenti di pergelangan kaki. Sang pria yang memegang kaki silangnya si kuda itu si tersenyum manis, lalu tiba-tiba mengangkatnya ke bahinya. Yuder dipaksa ke posisi di mana paha keduanya erat tertekuk.
Tidak bisa menebaknya, Yuder berkedip sambil mengamatinya. Sehapus setelah cukup minyak wangi dari mandi diruang antara jari Kishiar dan pahanya. Cairan yang hangat dan licin, dipanaskan oleh suhu mandi, kaku dipenuhi dengan aroma Kishiar yang tak terduga, mengelilinginya.
"..."
"Aku akan memasuki seperti ini. Tegangkan bagian dalam paha... dan konsentrasikan pada aku."
Meski Yuder tidak memahami dengan otaknya, tubuhnya secara reflek menanggapi dengan tegang terhadap suara yang panas.
Kishiar, memegang kaki di bahunya, mendorong badannya ke depan seolah ingin memasuk. Yuder merasakan kehadiran panas meluncur di antara kelaminnya, secara insting tegang dalam. Namun, Kishiar tidak memasuki lubangnya, melulu meluncur di antara paha yang erat bertekuk, membasahi minyak.
Sensasi daging yang basah meluncur melawan kulit seseorang adalah sangat asing. Celah yang dipaksakan terbuka di antara paha yang erat, di atas perineum. Ujung panas dari Keinginan Kishiar meluncur naik, menembus dan menekan erat melawan kemaluannya. Pada saat itu, Yuder tak bisa lama lagi melayang."
"Ah!"
Hanya sekali gosokan gesekan pelan, namun Yuder langsung merasakan gejolak kenikmatan yang membuatnya melayang.
Pada saat yang sama luas memasuki ini, sensasi pembukaan itu jelas berbeda dari yang terasa di perut. Namun tak dapat dipungkiri ada tekanan yang mirip. Yuder, yang kagum pada pengalaman baru yang tak pernah dialaminya seumur hidupnya, menghela napas saat Kishiar menatap reaksinya dengan seorang senyum di bibir.
"...Bisakah katakan ini akan baik untuk kita berdua?"
Itu kata yang bisa dikatakan. Yuder, merasakan gerakan dorong yang cepat, condong ke belakang kepalanya.
Memasukkan sesuatu yang pasti membutuhkan hati-hati, ini mirip namun sepenuhnya berbeda dalam hal-hal lain. Tubuh diguncelkan secara kasar karena gesekan yang cepat terlempar, dan kehangatann yang tak dikenal memancar dari kulit yang dipanaskan oleh gesekan.
"Ah, ah... Ah... Ah!"
Yang jelas adalah bahwa hal yang begitu luar biasa ini memang menyenangkan, sebagaimana Kishiar bilang.
Ujung yang tak tergoyahkan si kemalu menembus dan mendorong perineum, menyebabkan kehening untuk berputar setiap kali bersentuhan dengan tulang dan lubang. Sensasi meluncur di bawah alat kelaminnya, menembus paha, sangat menggigit sehingga sulit baginya untuk menyesuaikan diri.
Yuder, ucapkan sepatutnya keluar, memegang lengan Kishiar. Sang pria, tidak kehilangan jatahannya pada kaki silang di atas bahu, erat memegangnya dan menekan bibirnya di sana.
[BL] Cloudless Sky
Jin Soram, pemburu teratas yang mewakili markas fenomena celah Korea Selatan, lebih kuat dari siapa pun dan malas seperti siapa pun. Begitu tiba di kantor, ia bersembunyi di bawah selimut dan langsung tidur. Saat keluar untuk misi, ia menyebabkan kecelakaan dan kembali ke kantor, sering melarikan diri dari tugasnya.
"Pernahkah kamu merasakan bermain game yang sudah rusak? ...Aneh, ronde berikutnya akan datang, jadi kali ini, aku hanya akan bermain dengan bebas."
Sebenarnya, identitas sebenarnya adalah seseorang yang telah kembali tiga kali, berusaha menyelamatkan dunia dari Great Rift namun gagal setiap kali. Setelah mengulang satu kehidupan di mana ia tidak bisa tidur nyenyak sehari pun, ia benar-benar kelelahan sebelum kehidupan ini bahkan dimulai.
"Aku tahu. Kau sudah bekerja keras, Jin Soram."
Dan ada Han Tae-un, pria yang menyelamatkan Soram dan meninggal dalam tiga kehidupan sebelumnya. Seperti di setiap kehidupan, ia datang ke sisi Soram sekali lagi. Great Rift hampir tiba. Mustahil untuk menyelesaikannya dalam kehidupan ini tanpa persiapan. Soram bersumpah untuk menyelamatkan Tae-un dalam kehidupan ini dan mati dalam prosesnya. Setidaknya, ia tidak akan membiarkan Tae-un menyelamatkan seorang yang gagal seperti dirinya lagi.
"Untuk sekarang, sampai saat itu, ayo tidur bersama..."
Soram yang enek terus hidup menunggu momen itu, lalu perubahan perlahan terjadi dalam hatinya.
"Aku kira ini ronde yang rusak... tapi aku ingin bertahan sedikit lebih lama di sini."
[BL] Bermuda
Leonardo Blaine, pahlawan perang sejati dari Kekaisaran Raina Logia dan komandan Pasukan Armsilver ke-11, digusur tidak murni karena tidak mematuhi perintah pada pertempuran akhir yang bisa menghasilkan kemenangan besar bagi Kekaisaran dalam perang wilayah.
Orang-orang mengkritiknya dan menyalahkan, lalu setelah dikeluarkan pada parole dari penjara, ia menghilang tanpa jejak.
Tiga tahun kemudian, namanya telah dilupakan oleh dunia. Dewan terus mengejarnya, namun sulit ditangkap. Mereka bosan, lalu Hugo Agrizendro, komandan pasukan Dewan, memutuskan untuk menangkapnya sendiri.
"Sejak kapan kamu mengamir?”
Leonardo yang cerdik dan tajam, tidak mengherankan jika ia telah menyelidiki Hugo selama ini.
"Dari permulaan."
[BL] The Mist (Penulis yang sama dengan Turning)
Pada musim gugur usia 18 tahunnya, setelah memenangkan kejuaraan nasional kendo SMA, sebuah kejadian tak terduga terjadi.
Karena insiden itu, Kang Mu-heon kehilangan salah satu kakinya, terdekatnya, dan masa depan cerahnya.
Ia menutup hati dan mengasingkan diri sendiri.
Beberapa tahun kemudian, game virtual realitas pertama yang sebenarnya bernama <THE MIST> diumumkan, di mana bahkan mereka yang memiliki kelainan fisik bisa bermain dengan tubuh sehat.
Secara kebetulan, Kang Mu-heon menemukannya dan mulai hidup baru sebagai Kapros, seorang penyihir, menghadapi pertemuan yang tak terduga, reunions, dan hari-hari berubah...\
Chapter 752
With just a few words, the man silenced Yuder for a moment, then broke the silence with a sigh and a smile.
"I didn't expect to be so startled, it's my fault for noticing too late and not behaving properly."
"It's not about blaming you, Commander. I just..."
Kishiar appeared to have settled everything immediately after the incident, looking refreshed. However, sensing the emotions transmitted, Yuder inferred that Kishiar still harbored a similar fervor. It's just that after seeing the wound on the leg, he was quickly moving past it.
This would lead to Kishiar's intended outcome, and having cooled off, he would be able to sleep comfortably. Logically, that was the right decision.
But logic doesn't always point to the right answer.
Yuder struggled to define the whirlwind of emotions and thoughts within him but decided he didn't want to back down.
The man, already adept at suppressing even his basic sexual desires through strength, had likely led himself to climax just now not only to avoid awkwardness but also because he had promised not to extinguish that heat in Yuder's presence.
His calm and characteristic consideration weighed heavily on Yuder's heart.
Today felt like the day Kishiar had been completely liberated for the first time.
Just the fact that Yuder had recognized this made him happy, smiling at the one who had laughed joyfully. He didn't want to be the reason for Kishiar to fold his wings he had finally spread, regardless of any injuries or situations Yuder might face. He wanted to prove that he could continue to move forward with Kishiar, no matter what.
So, for tonight at least, he wished for Kishiar to spread his wings fully.
Even if it was greedy, still.
Because he had seen that face, smiling awkwardly yet brightly with joy.
'Yes.'
That was what Yuder wanted to convey to Kishiar, the essence of the freedom he longed to share with him.
"..."
As Yuder struggled to organize his thoughts, a hand intervened, preventing him from habitually biting his lip. Their eyes met, connecting their gazes.
Without a word, Kishiar seemed to wear an expression as if he had already heard all the words Yuder wanted to say.
Silence flowed, and finally, Kishiar furrowed his brows, letting out a somewhat painful smile.
"So, this is what it means to understand each other's feelings. Everything I tried to hide and sort out has been conveyed to you, and in turn, I can't ignore the passionate and straight desire you hold."
"..."
As the thumb that had been pressing and rubbing under Yuder's lips delved slightly inwards, Yuder hesitated for a moment before wrapping it with his tongue. The skin began to moisten silently with saliva, but Kishiar did not withdraw his finger. After confirming this, Yuder moved further, biting down on the finger that had entered his mouth and then letting go. The force was enough to leave a faint mark but not to cause pain.
Looking down at the finger with the mark, Kishiar exhaled deeply.
"As the old saying goes, the most frightening persuasion is not one that strikes the mind but the heart."
Indeed, there was no fault in that saying.
As the whisper tickled his ear and the finger slipped from his lips, Kishiar leaned down once more, deeply embracing Yuder's lips.
After a deep kiss that left Yuder's head spinning, the man finally raised his head. A faint smile, as if he was lost in the resurgent, unexpected heat within his reddened eyes, faintly lingered.
Though unsure of the details, Yuder instinctively realized that he had partially unfolded Kishiar's long-suppressed desires. His heart, initially bewildered, swelled with relief and joy.
"…Commander."
"Just once more, but not here."
His fingers lightly gripped Yuder's hips before releasing them. Yuder, slightly dissatisfied, retorted.
"Why not?"
"I have eyes, I know full well that my size isn't something to enjoy carelessly without thinking of the aftermath. I don't want to overexert someone who has much to do tomorrow. That would be nothing short of criminal."
It was a stark admission, yet it rang true.
"But..."
"But just because we don't use that doesn't mean we can't be satisfied."
Before Yuder could say it was okay, Kishiar spoke softly yet firmly, interrupting him. Simultaneously, his fingers moved slightly above the hip, pressing into the flesh of the thigh.
That alone stirred a sensitive sensation inside Yuder's untouched skin, causing his body to instinctively shudder. Seeing this, Kishiar's red eyes twinkled with a knowing smile.
"I might have been clumsy just now, leaving you wanting, but it won't be the same this time. I'll prove there's a way to please us both without using that."
His hand, holding the thigh, slid upwards. Yuder felt the need to speak out about one particular limitation.
"Lying face down won't work."
"I know. You dislike not being able to see faces. I remember that much, so don't worry."
As his hand continued its ascent, leaving a trail of tingling sensation on the skin, it finally stopped at the ankle. The man, holding Yuder's ankles crossed, smiled sweetly, then suddenly lifted them onto his shoulder. Yuder was forced into a position where his thighs were tightly pressed together.
Unable to guess his intentions, Yuder blinked in observation. Soon, the scented oil from the bathhouse drenched the space between Kishiar's hand and Yuder's leg. The warm, slippery liquid, heated by the bathhouse's warmth, was strongly infused with Kishiar's intense scent, enveloping Yuder.
"..."
"I'll penetrate like this. Tense the insides of your legs... and focus on me."
Though Yuder didn't grasp the meaning with his mind, his body reflexively tensed in response to the heated voice.
Kishiar, gripping the ankle on his shoulder, pushed his lower body forward as if to penetrate. Yuder felt the hot presence sliding between his legs, instinctively tensing deep inside. However, Kishiar's member didn't enter a hole but slid over it, forcefully wedging between the tightly closed thighs, drenched in scented oil.
The sensation of the oiled flesh sliding against another's skin was startlingly unfamiliar. A gap forcibly opened between the tightly closed thighs, above the perineum. The hot tip of Kishiar's manhood slid up, piercingly pressing against Yuder's own sac and shaft. In that moment, Yuder involuntarily gasped in surprise.
"Ah!"
It was merely a frictional stroke between their groins, yet Yuder felt a dizzying surge of pleasure in an instant.
In the moment the enormity entered, the sensation of being opened was distinctly different from what could be felt in the belly. Yet, there was undeniably a similar pressure. Yuder, startled by this experience he had never encountered in his previous life, gasped for breath as Kishiar watched his reaction intently, a smile gracing his lips.
"...Didn't I say it would be good for both of us?"
That was all that could be said. Yuder, feeling the rapid thrusting movements of the hips, tilted back his head.
The insertion, inevitably necessitating caution, was similar yet entirely different in every aspect. The body was roughly shaken due to the much faster slipping and thrusting movements, and an unfamiliar heat emanated from the skin heated by friction.
"Ah, ah... Ah... Ah!"
But what was clear was that this unfamiliar act was indeed pleasurable, just as Kishiar had said.
The relentless and unyielding tip of the phallus pierced and pushed up the perineum, causing shivers and involuntary twisting of the hips every time it brushed against bone and hole. The sensation of it sliding under his own organ, piercing through the thighs, was so stimulating that Yuder could hardly adapt to it.
Yuder, uttering moans as they came, grasped Kishiar's arms. The man, not losing his grip on Yuder's ankles crossed over his shoulders, firmly held them and pressed his lips there.
[BL] Cloudless Sky
Jin Soram, the top-ranked hunter representing South Korea's Rift Phenomenon Management Headquarters, is stronger than anyone else and lazier than anyone else. As soon as he arrives at the office, he buries himself under a blanket and falls asleep. When he goes out on a mission, he causes accidents and returns to the office, often shirking his duties.
"Do you know how it feels to play a game that's already messed up? ...Anyway, the next round will come, so this time, I'm just going to play it recklessly."
In fact, his true identity is someone who has regressed through three lives, trying to save the world from the Great Rift but failing each time. After repeating a life where he couldn't sleep peacefully even for a day, he became completely exhausted before this life even began.
"I know. You worked hard, Jin Soram."
And then there's Han Tae-un, the man who saved Soram and died in all three previous lives. As he did in every life, he comes to Soram's side once again. The Great Rift is approaching soon. It's impossible to resolve it in this life without any preparation. Soram vows to save Tae-un in this life and die himself. At least, he won't let Tae-un save a failure like himself again.
"For now, until then, let's sleep..."
As Soram sluggishly lives his life waiting for that moment, a gradual change occurs in his heart.
'I thought this was a messed-up round... but I want to live a little longer here.'
[BL] Bermuda
Leonardo Blaine, the true war hero of the Raina Logia Empire and the commander of the Armsilver 11th Squad, is dishonorably discharged for disobeying orders during the final battle that could have led the Empire to victory in the territorial war. People criticize and point fingers at him, and after being released on parole from prison, he disappears without a trace.
Three years later, his name has been forgotten by the world. The Council has been persistently pursuing him, but he has proven difficult to capture. Frustrated by this, Hugo Agrizendro, the commander of the Council's army, decides to personally apprehend him.
"Since when have you been watching me?"
Leonardo was calculative and astute, so it wouldn't be surprising if he had been observing Hugo for some time now. However, Leonardo's answer was something that even Hugo had not anticipated.
"From the very beginning."
[BL] The Mist (Same author as Turning)
In the autumn of his 18th year, after winning the high school kendo championship finals, an unexpected accident occurred.
Due to that incident, Kang Mu-heon lost one of his legs, his closest friend, and his promising future. He closed off his heart and shut himself away alone.
A few years later, the world's first real virtual reality game <THE MIST> was announced, where even those with physical disabilities could play in healthy bodies.
By chance, Kang Mu-heon encountered it and began a new life as the mage Kapros, facing unexpected meetings, reunions, and days of change....
***
"Why was someone like you born into this world to make me so miserable? Do you understand when I say it like this?! You were born with talent for the sword, a bright personality, everything - you must have been laughing at me always lagging behind! Did you even know how pathetic I felt because of your stupid hypocrisy? A genius? What does any of that matter!"
Seung-jo's cries stabbed at his heart, wailing as if he were crying even though he wasn't, but there was no time to think further. He quickly clutched my stomach, got up, and ran towards him.
He looked surprised for a moment, but he was desperate.
Just as the car was about to reach us, he shoved Seung-jo hard. Right after Seung-jo fell and rolled away with wide, startled eyes—
Screech!
Bang! With an impact that felt like his whole body was being shattered, he flew through the air.
And in that brief yet long moment of floating in space, he remembered his reflection in Seung-jo's eyes for the last time.......
***
[ Then in THE MIST, may you become the master of infinite possibilities. ]
Whoosh!
When his vision returned after everything went white, he was standing in the middle of a bustling town. Amidst the clamor, countless people were busily going about their business here and there.
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